Wednesday, September 26, 2007
7:33 AM

Woooo.. Bored...
So sick of Sch.. ! wk BREAK COMING!
HURRAY!!! But so Are the PROJECTS!!!
Anyway WEnt shopping today
BUGIS STREET!!! but 2 TOPS
super cool and 2 WAtches!! YAY!
But Yeah. personalized one the watches thought
done up something then put it in
all in the name of curiosity.














So now i can design my own watches!
YAY!
Ok so i'm about done.
Bored again. but I WANNA GO SHOP MORE!!!
lol
i need money.. damn...


written, poetic_tragedy

Thursday, September 20, 2007
6:25 AM

okok.. fine.. i know i'm suppose to be doing my darn project
but u know what time calls and the boredom of working digs deep into
the very core of your mind and jams the whole system?

Yeah?

then please understand why i'm blogging.
I'm Dead TIRED and STRESSED!!!!
Oh my goodness.
The projects are just mountainous now
if it was compared to everest
everest would be an ant to it
like lasalle's mad.....
So yeah here i go yakking about my damn school again
when i can't even get myself to start freaking out abt the work
i need to start doing but...
my attempts has wondered to become useless endeavors of slackism
life's being a bum to me now.
damn.....

let's bum together

bummers are cool...
everyone should be a bum so i won't need to step out of it.
YAY!!!

A TOAST TO THE NEWLY FOUNDED 'BE A BUM CAMPAIGN'
for If I Can BUM, So Can YOU!


written, poetic_tragedy

Tuesday, September 18, 2007
8:38 AM

ok so here i am slacking when all of a sudden
i was asked to update my blog or else thing would go all wrong.
so here i am writing about my daily doings
and thoughts about life and all.
well sch the same boring as ever.
like they give u dumb subjects that u find
actally find totally irrelevant
so yeah. they should review the subject taken
with everyone man then we can see what's truely needed
haha. right... i know. we don't even know what the world is like yet right?
but don't you think we should have a say?

well projects and Homework's still killing me. loads of it is pilling
up it's ignorant to my thoughts.
it just won't won't go down though i keep telling it too.
stubborn thing... damn...
well. it's amazing hearing the stories going ard in class
the neutral party is always nice.
i love it you know?
but i know no one is truly not talked about
everyone have their own stories hidden from their ears.
it's the world i tell u. gossipers... tsk tsk tsk...
lol. anyway i got so much to do.
let see
gotta do like 2 painting just on colours.
2 or more on monochrome.
3 3d projects to finish.
tons of research.
more than 10 contour drawings.
and it goes on.
let's say i'm dead.
waiting for project week to get everyhting done up
so i can rush everything during that week,
my classmate and i already planned to stay over and chiong work
WOOOT yeah man. well.
we better do it ok?
well been chilling rather often lately.. RIGHT?
haha
but yeah. hoping i'd be chilling tomorrow too.
well only time will tell...

cheers then! Wooohooo....!


written, poetic_tragedy

Monday, September 17, 2007
1:19 AM

HELLO Everybody. I'm in a happier mood today.
lucky people. I feel more in tune now a days.
coolness. Well SJC now i love so much.
the companion and friends are just awesome.
but i say that at every church i go to.
but REALLY they're just....... AWESOME....

Anyway...I'm so behind time now. All my projects
are killing me please!
I NEED THE PROJECT WEEK BREAK NOW TO CATCH UP!
but yeah other that Sentosa on Saturday and Blading on Thurs
Life's been just running same.

Well it feels good now.
the frequency range is now larger
reception is better and clarity
is at 100%.. I think. no la.
not at 100% la
but it feels clearer.

Cheers People! <3


written, poetic_tragedy

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
The Rubber Casing
7:50 AM

It all boils down to this now a days.
Who lays who.
Will he get laid tonight.
He's stressed he needs to get laid.
What's wrong with everyone?
Is there any trust or respect here?
Man crave it over and over again.
But where has the respect gone.
Woman where have your dignity gone?
You do not go around getting laid because
you're bloody stressed?
And do you know trust doesn't come where trust doesn't exist?
Respect and Trust is the core in all
If you say that Respect isn't need
and woman can't be trusted?
how will u every know if she can be?
when she finds out you've done her sister and she doesn't tell anyone?
Please get a change of mind.
If a woman can't be trusted it's because you're walking down the back alley
and not on the road itself.
Come on why walk the unseen path when u can see the bright light on the otherside?


written, poetic_tragedy

think
6:56 AM

Again i'm here oh how glad i am.
I think i'm still lost,
but there may be a way.
So where am i truly now
Here or there?
Well all seems great
but life never seem straight
Is all this leading me to another
winding path for me to take?
Is it all just an illusion ready to unveil it's final act of deceive?
Or have i just stepped into a circus
where it's all kids' play?
I'm need to decide where i lie
which path i am going to take
It's yet another junction
the junctions that somehow i have always turned illegally
where i receive a fine far too big to comprehend
regret. hatred.frustration.negligence.
All in all ripping me to pieces even the greatest craftsman
will find it impossible to piece together again.
will this put another gash into my life
where the floods will choke all air i have left inside
will it bring me down deep into the seas
where i await someone to haul me to dry land again?
Think. Think of what it brings to you.
Think of what it will cause.
Think of the lives that may be destroyed.
All in all Think for what is meant to be.

For what is meant to be
still remains
though i may not know where the finish line lies
i still have to keep walking the scorching sands
though blisters may surface rest i shall take
but continue once again when all is well.
keep walking for the final lap.
keep walking for what lies ahead.
though u may fall countless times
keep walking.

life is not here for us to waste
life is not here for us to dwell upon
life is for us to live


When we were born did we give up
cause we weren't able to support ourselves?
Were we shy to ask for help to eat?
Were we afraid to take our first steps?
Were we even able to clean our own shit?
So why go awol on life
when from the beginning we were already dependent on everyone?
life is not meant to be alone.
life is not meant to be afraid.
life is not meant to be boring.
Life is meant to be what it's meant to be
Full of discoveries
Discoveries beyond our imaginations.
imagination that not only inspire
but imagination that LIVES
imagination that brings us to a whole new dimension
where the trees are mighty soilders guarding our every step
where their leaves dances in the wind to entertain our every second

a dimension where the skies create a vibrant display that's never the same
even though you've seen it just a second ago, letting us see what we wanna see
be it a rabbit, a dog, a F1 car, our loved ones. you just have to look at it long enough and ask.
and it'll paint up that exact image for you.

This can be life is you see life beyond your mind.
See Far.It's amazing what u can see


written, poetic_tragedy

Saturday, September 01, 2007
11:53 AM

Hidden. Again.
the past still grips my life
as the needles tick
i grow weak.
how will i ever come to be
i feel empty.
haven't i already rid the past
from my hands?
haven't i straightened the path for me to thread?
i must have taken a detour.
to a land i am most unfamiliar with
or am i all so familiar with everything
that it over floods my mind?
is this my home?
is this where i once grew up?
am i really alive?
or am i just too dead to realize?
how deep i have thrown myself down
that darkness is now all i see.
my life.
my everything.
i know i'm home.
but where has everyone or everything gone?
i feel everything.
but i don't believe now as i just can't see.
i can't see what's real and what's fake.
is this really what i think it is?
are what i feel really what it feels to be?
or are they just part of my parallel being
making the false seem all so real.
i'll never know.
darkness is killing me.


written, poetic_tragedy

soul

Nama :- Antaeus
Sekolah:- Whitley Sec, Ite Dover
Likes:Floorball,Amplify,Stones,St.Anthony Church, S A Y!,Rugby,The Outdoors Blading, Chilling, Bullshitting, Bassing and all my dear guits And with the love of Music i found life. Dislikes: I don't know. I hate Boredom though i'm 75 percent of the time bored to shit.Yup. oh and i hate ppl who act freaking pityful and like all u know shit ass people who are trying sooo soo hard to pull ya strings but are freaking pissing ya off? yeah THEM! those ones. haha

bitter past

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
March 2008
May 2008
September 2008
January 2009
March 2009
December 2009

them

Amanda
Avlyn
Bernerd
Charles
Charmaine
Cherie
Christie
Desiree
Dora
Jasmine
Jeremy
Jill
Joscelyn
Larris
Laurie
Lexine
Melissa
Michelle
Nat
NiNi
Roseria
Shabin
SheILA
Sheryl
Stefanie
Vanessa
Xing

Life

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Heart Calls


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gratitude

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